Today I feel...
Well, I honestly do not know how to describe it. This morning was great! Got up on time, did Bible time with kids, got to therapy on time, Van behaved and is doing well, came home to make lunch and let the kids play out side... Beautiful day! Then at 1:30 I took off with Van for another Easter Seals appointment to meet with a neurologist. This was to discuss the two seizures that Van has had over the last 6 months. And wham... When he gave him a "clinical diagnosis" of epilepsy... I believe the world started spinning. I figured he would just tell me to keep an eye on him and check back in again in like 6mo.... No, he instead strongly suggested that we put him on anti-seizure meds right away.
I do not even know what to do. What is the right answer? I'm so sad and tired!
Came home and decided to ignore all chores and start the 1000 piece puzzle that Dustin got from Hobby Lobby last night.
So thankful that Dad B. Offered to bring a pizza. I didn't feel like cooking or even ordering take-out.
I feel so drained. I need wisdom to know what to do!
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